Scared Outta My Mind

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I still remember the headgear
and the nosebleeds
and the black eyes
and the butterflies
and I wish I could tell ya
that I never
for a minute
had to call time-out
and through it all
I thought I was getting used to it
I thought I knew what to do with it

something far away
getting nearer
closer every day
mirror mirror
tell me why
I'm always
scared outta my mind

but don't lemme fool ya
for all I know
Cus D'Amato
is the wrong hero
but my secret religion
needs somebody
for the stained glass
and the holy cards
and after all
I’d settle for an ugly win
just to know I learned something

I thought that all I needed
was a better chin
got closer to the secret
than I've ever been
so why don't I believe it?
after everything
tell me why
I'm always
scared outta my mind
________________________

credits

released March 13, 2020
words and music by Ivan Anderson
produced by Geoff Stanfield
vocals, guitar: Ivan
synthesizers, keyboards: Jeff Manian
bass guitar: Jay Goodman
drums: Rodney Flood
recorded at Studio G, in Brooklyn, NYC
recording engineer: Francisco Botero
assistant engineer: Jack Counce
mixed by Stanfield
mastered by Ed Brooks at Resonant Mastering
artwork: Greg Sadetsky, Ivan
vocal coach: Aubrey Johnson
boxing coach: John Snow

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Cyberattack is the performance name of the NYC-based musician and YouTuber Ivan Anderson.

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